Saturday, June 20, 2009

All Cried Out..

Aku betul2 x tahu mcm mana nak handle keadaan smlm.. Semlm smua rahsia dh trbongkar... 5 yrs we were together, br sekarang he had the strength to tell me.. Mmg aku sedih, kecewa dan pelbagai perasaan brcampur aduk.. But I still love him.. Y is this happening.. Kan lg bagus kalo aku x tahu langsung cerita nyer.. Kepala aku tgh berat.. Tgh ting tong... Aku dh nangis dr smlm lg... In fact till now.. Dia cakap, decision is mine.. Apa saja aku nk decide, dia ikut jer.. Aku serba salah.. Any thing after this, akan impact pd org lain jugak..
Susah nak cakap.. Air mata aku asyik mengalir dr td jer.. Aku x tahu mcm mana nk pujuk hati aku.. Bila aku fikir kan future aku, family aku... aku jd bingung kejap..
Aku br kemas2 bilik.. Siap2 kan bilik.. xtahu kenapa aku jd baik dan blh terima dia dtg utk stay dgn aku malam ni.. Aku confius, keliru dan mcm2.. Tp aku trlalu amat kecewa skrg...
Ya Allah, berikan lah pedoman Mu pada ku...

Saturday, June 13, 2009

School Holidayz..

At last; the school holidays is coming to the end.. It means... Jalan akan start jem balik.. Keta akan start byk balik... Warghhh... So aku kene kuar umah lg awal utk ke tmpt keje....
During this school holidays too, aku sempat gi bercuti dgn family aku kat Pangkor.. 3 days 2 nights.. Ok lar, not bad... Even tough x dpt nk gi snorkeling smua, but at least for my mum, she wanted to get away from the hectic of her work.. After all; dia happy dpt tgk all her kids join the trip.. Apa lg, kecoh lar kitorang.. Sakat menyakat tu bende biasa lar kan.. Usik sana, usik sini.. Heheheheheh...
Staying in Pangkor, mmg best.. Makan dia mmg best.. U can get to eat the seafood freshly... Apatah lg buffet style...
Kitorang whole family sempat gi jln2 kat pekan dia.. Ronda2 the whole island. Mula apek cina tu letak RM 80.. Tp mak aku ni jenis akan mintak kurang nyer.. Last2 apek tu agree charge RM 70.
Kat pekan tu, aku x der lar shopping apa sgt. Sempat lar beli few things yg cousin aku kirim. Then bought some souvenirs for my ofis frens... Poket aku tgh pokai.. Nak shopping byk2 pun fikir 10 kali.. Hahahahha..
Check out and balik on Thursday. Aku dgn family aku spilt kat Sitiawan; as they are heading back to Penang.. Cian, bapak aku drive slow2 jer.. Mama aku nk drivekan dia x kasi.. Pelik betul. Aku dgn angah head back to KL. Bila smpi kat junction; ke kiri is to Bidor while kanan is Sabak Bernam. Aku suggest kat angah ikut Sabak Bernam coz aku mmg ingat ada nama exit tu dlm Plus highway.. Tp bila dh smpi Sabak Bernam tu, x nmpk lak jalan nk masuk highway.. So kitorang ni drive jer menonong ikut signboard. It shows that we were heading to Klang.. Bila dh smpi kat Kuala Selangor tu, we all nmpk ada sign board jln ker KL.. Fuhh.. nasib baik.. So we all ikut jln tu smpi tembus ker Ijok.. Sg Buloh smuaand till masuk MRR2 balik.. Fuh... Nasib baik jumpa balik jln balik rumah.. And paling best, jimat toll... Hehehehe..
Friday; resting at home.. And now weekend.. Relax lg... Monday masuk ofis balik.. Hehehehe..
So people. lets get back to normal routine yer.. Get back to work.. No more cuti2 yer... Hehehehe... Not till Raya coming soon... Heheheheheheh...